Sometimes walking through the life you find some people who become family to you and become your own blood


Sorry, I disappear on you for the second time, this letter isn’t about trying to reconcile. I’ve been writing away the seconds while trying to put together the lessons I, have learned from you. To start, I can’t thank you for all that you have given me. I know we have been apart, but I write assuming you still have the same heart, so I can at least hope that you have forgiven me. I want you to know that you are in my thoughts and just in case you believe I forgot, I haven’t, not even in a slight way. I hope I find you exactly as I left you, lazing in the sun out by my roof; remember that’s where we first met, on that slight pad? I was walking home from school and I saw you scratching and playing with your own bright head; batter and bruised like you’d starter in a dogs remake of fight club. for the first few moment, we literally had a Mexican stand-off. I took a few step to bandage your wounds and you almost snapped my hand off with a rough bite. so much for love at first sight, with that aggeration. but thank you for teaching me that love is seldom about the first impressions, that there’s so much more to discover to a person than your worst perception. I live my life by that lesson today. remember our late night conversations, all at odd hours? of 17-year-old quips, relationships went sour and all the pain? I poured my heart out into your glass over and over again and you, you downed it all without a single complaint, even though my word required significant strain from you to know them. I remember when I need my first audience for my first ever song, I turned to you; I know you didn’t understand shit but you listened like it meant the whole world to you and I think the quiver in my voice told you what that meant to me. now that it occurs to me; it’s so easy to fall in love with a person who yearns to listen, without waiting for their turn to speak. The world needs more like you. But they don’t make many more like you. You know what else hurts me too? you know so much about me and I know so little about you. I never asked if you craved attention which is pure and undivided. Never asked if you dated some bitches too, just like I did. Never asked about the excitement within those playful barks. Never asked if your favourite song was Snow patrol’s chasing cars. I just assumed you liked it because the title sounded like an amazing part. so I sang it, whenever we sat in the dark, lying on our backs and gazing at the stars. the first time I had to say goodbye; when you said that you’ll be alright. and as soon as I stepped back and unlatched that gate, it was like falling in love with your cute face all over again.

how could you forgive this easily? I couldn’t have forgiven me. for the next two days, you didn’t leave me alone, right from the moment I entered the room. you even stood guard outside my door. remember I had a party to attend the same night? so here I was, dressed up in formals, with a stray dog by my side. trying to tell you that legions of people would riddle you like a task force and you shouldn’t give them a reason to fiddle and ask more. five minutes into the party and someone said what’s your dog doing in the middle of the dance floor.

“fucking idiot”

but that night is something, is something, I won’t ever need to get over. I spent our last evening, hand feeding you other people’s leftover but there’s nowhere else I would have rather been to pass time. I am sorry I didn’t want to say sorry the second time and the last time going by the past me, I wouldn’t have made it without weeping myself sore. I hope you know I miss you too.

I hope you realise how someone of few words taught a little kid, a whole new language.

Thank you

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When all the world appears to be in a tumult, and nature itself is feeling the assault of climate change, the seasons retain their essential rhythm. Yes, fall gives us a premonition of winter, but then, winter will be forced to relent, once again, to the new beginnings of soft greens, longer light, and the sweet air of spring.

Opening day. All you have to do is say the words and you feel the shutters thrown wide, the room air out, the light pour in. In baseball, no other day is so pure with possibility. No scores yet, no losses, no blame or disappointment. No hangover, at least until the game’s over.

However, people need to understand that it ain’t that deep to try and convince people of what your persona is. You are who you are, and what you are will show in time. What you aren’t can be hidden, but eventually it will come to light. Long story short: rappers should never take themselves too seriously.

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You know the best thing about pets…

If there is no heaven for dogs, then I want to go where they go when I die.The greatest pleasure of a dog is that you may make a fool of yourself with him and not only will he not scold you, but he will make a fool of himself too. If dogs could talk, perhaps we would find it as hard to get along with them as we do with people.A dog is the only thing on earth that loves you more than he loves himself.The dog who meets with a good master is the happier of the two.There is no psychiatrist in the world like a puppy licking your face.Whoever said you can’t buy happiness forgot about little puppies.No one appreciates the very special genius of your conversation as much as the dog does.
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Letting Go

Some of us think holding on makes us strong, but sometimes it is letting go.When one door closes, another opens; but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us.Creativity requires the courage to let go of certainties.Breathe. Let go. And remind yourself that this very moment is the only one you know you have for sure.We need to learn to let go as easily as we grasp and we will find our hands full and our minds empty.There are things that we never want to let go of, people we never want to leave behind. But keep in mind that letting go isn’t the end of the world, it’s the beginning of a new life.


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Focus 😑

It’s natural to focus on negative. One focusses on danger, threat, lack, complaint… Because one’s brain is wired to make survival certain… The reason one instantly respond to negativity is so that one can get one’s guard up as a reflex… However constantly submitting to basic nature makes this one second skin…. Quite like any of the other primal traits… When you on the other hand decide to focus on greatness, gratitude, power, abundance and love. You rewire yourself…. You move towards evolution, you start exploring better version of yourself…. You move toward becoming the one what you are meant to be “YOU.”

Wine or women

Wine and women make wise men date and forsake God’s law and do wrong.

However, the fault is not in the wine, and often not in the woman. The fault is the one who misuses the wine or the woman or other of God’s creations. Even if you get drunk on the wine and through this greed you lapse into lechery, the wine is not to blame but you are, in being unable or unwilling to discipline yourself. And even if you look at a woman and become caught up in her beauty and assent to sin [= adultery; extramarital sex], the woman is not to blame nor is the beauty given her by God to be disparaged: rather, you are to blame for not keeping your heart more clear of wicked thoughts. … If you feel tempted by the sight of a woman, control your gaze better … You are free to leave her. Nothing constrains you to commit lechery but your own lecherous heart.


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Self-worth & happiness

A healthy self-love means we have no compulsion to justify to ourselves or others why we take vacations, why we sleep late, why we buy new shoes, why we spoil ourselves from time to time. We feel comfortable doing things which add quality and beauty to life.Our self-respect tracks our choices. Every time we act in harmony with our authentic self and our heart, we earn our respect. It is that simple. Every choice matters.People may flatter themselves just as much by thinking that their faults are always present to other people’s minds as if they believe that the world is always contemplating their individual charms and virtues.Don’t rely on someone else for your happiness and self-worth. Only you can be responsible for that. If you can’t love and respect yourself – no one else will be able to make that happen. Accept who you are – completely; the good and the bad – and make changes as YOU see fit – not because you think someone else wants you to be different.”

Inspired friendship

Friendship is the hardest thing in the world to explain. It’s not something you learn in school. But if you haven’t learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven’t learned anything. If ever there is tomorrow when we’re not together… there is something you must always remember. You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. But the most important thing is, even if we’re apart… I’ll always be with you.Growing apart doesn’t change the fact that for a long time we grew side by side; our roots will always be tangled. I’m glad for that.


“There’s one sad truth in life I’ve found

While journeying east and west –

The only folks we really wound

Are those we love the best.

We flatter those we scarcely know,

We please the fleeting guest,

And deal full many a thoughtless blow

To those who love us best.”

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